I feel like a terribe person when I'm in a bad mood. I feel like I'm letting everyone down, because I'm not happy. Jessica is supposed to be happy, all the time. Except I'm not... really. So I'm sorry for the way I am when I'm not the happiest person. I know I am not very nice, I just can't help it. But honestly I don't even care anymore...
it's been harder than usual lately, and I'm not sure why. But I'll get over it. Or burry it, like I always do.
I really am sorry.

I just wanted someone to hear that...